My bad

Yesterday I screwed up.

Those people involved in and hurt by my mistake know what and how I did what I did.

Mea Culpa!

Swallowing pride and apologizing is not something I am particularly inexperienced with. I actually know a great deal about it, having done it many times (I am only human and very error prone at that). But it still sucks.

I would like nothing more than to go back in time and undo the mistakes I made that lead up to the huge error for which I now make a very public apology, or would make a public apology, but to do so would injure the already injured parties even more.

But I cannot undo the errors I have made. I can only move forward and try, despite my many failings, not to make the same mistakes again.

My apologies to readers who have no idea what I am talking about. But I just don't feel up to blogging, right now I just feel profoundly awful, bad enough certainly that I just can't be bothered to write something new and exciting.